And have to wear a coat even .

With a roomy ,

extra rinse wash for my swetted t-shirts .

Cheese ,

and crackers , my breakfast from a different angle , and butterwrapp underneath Indy his chair he does need it not that much now in the summer as in the winter by the air being less dry , this is a day I better use well .

Cool weather ,

and that after getting a moulded face , but this rest in a heatperiod I love , also that t-shirts not going back in the laundry after half an hour , coffee that breaks not the swet , and no complaints that I look at them , bare femaleleggs , with oké not all complaint , and I've noticed that last year how worse my short pair is , women notice them that before did not noticed me that much , by 'accident' .

And Racheal Stirling (with mom Diana Rigg)

needs more new work to after 'scandelous' nude work in Tipping the velvet .

And Johdi May , also ,

keep it a part , as in part , also from present time and not to go after , and loved the human face of acting so happy in love , even as a lesbi Rachelle Stirling is also not .

Sally Hawkins ,

to say there are more to not spoil it for me and Alison , or HER !

"We have to hire more women ...

things are going to be oké no we have seen you are a sissy."

On a chain again ,

truth , since tuesday last week , and hope to get back on less than twenty of those self rolled , liked the sigaretpaperbook .

Oké that is for the fans ,

and Alison I do not want any paparazzi looking if I do or not and look arround like this and that is that .

That filthy catlitter ,

I promised , nothing more to resist , is so .

The grocceries ,

and not much I know , with a different roumour trough Groningen , Albertus Magnus their studentsorriety is crampping their last muscle twitch on the negative part from them , still houses are searched on those B.M.K.'s that residue or waste on making methamphetamine , that iodinesmell some others also did not like the whole thing and my theory was unplausible till that much , not zilch but repacked Grolsch to falshly acuse me again on the smell from my house , those packages did get stollen and after a few dropps they repacked it , a stolen idea like that Paris Hilton cd from Banksy , it is still in this manipulated situation with that d.v.d. I rented , not someone sugesting it but coïncidence or autosugestion I don't know but the rest is true they tried to frame me up for it what luckely even our Dutch Police did not believe , but that made again these retaliations on Alison and my patiance , together with these burgelary on C.N.N. their broadcast like before with that crowd getting outside that night some month or three ago from number 14 , with wich I got nothing to do , those girls and how they choose the wrong way to hook up with that Club Cheesecunt .

I got 'million' of urge's ,

and yes every letter to Alison I did write is true I want monogamy and that smoking you decide , but also then don't hasstle me when I don't or do , and that fact that I do not like to mention that I smoke is what became from the getting me of a resonable income with a resonanle job not against my integrity or level of productiveness and certain enjoyment also what work shouldt provide , Alphonse Vargas knew it and must also doubted about his work , but in 2008 I did not watch C.N.N. that much but then it started the sucking up to me , and finaly I kept it all for Alison me for her , and do like to know if I do make her happy for life , and she me , and that means not this harrasment on smoking or not , but the real healthy stuff so she and I can get wrinckly and old together and say no one else enjoyed us looking like that when we also were smoking , but kept up loving good food , drink and sleep also so that means caring for it that a smoke is not a problem also , what we call love .

There I don't like ,

crackers , digitalcowards with filling in that much what aint true , or else , like I said got the right to say I was used .

And no deffend your smoking ,

with that of your own , so constantly say you do and not is also what I like , I'm not a pro-smoker or a contra-smoker , but that comprimise I made for both parties not to show it , like the things that are normal in the own house , and then fully stop with blogging is to much , and that I will stop smoking means not a thing , but in a certain way if , if Alison smoke's she knows not a problem because I know how it is , and those lashes I turned in bed late , my tondeuse worked one hair in my left eyelid , and yes onions I keep up against me wellderdisease , but that hatefull discusion it will never be , more couples tried , and did not , and yes f*cked with every motivation during the attempt make's also concideration for those who don't every one knows that I paid my respect also to smokers , and keep that sigaret out of my picture's for those missing it , and those not deffending their own smoking .

As , as ,

I did do , not no what to do or say , that conviction Alison was talking about , and wanting me , and only when I do smoke , and then this anti-smokinglobby turned into an anti-smokerslobby , my opinion is clear about it I do not want to discriminate , or be discriminated and a lot of normal things at home you can not do in public , also not holding on attention that much that a person is reservating it self for that other and no other get's a change , in love it is both way's and yes I'll be hurt again when Alison does not want me now all of the sudden that is the truth like also on occasion I do smoke but like to keep up my deffence on smoking in public , and café and restaurantholders shouldt be able not to discriminate smokers and have them over also , but for the most of it I believe it is the best that when people go offensive smoking the Police can fine , and also when it is offensive non-smoking to get a fine also when they call you name's in public and stalk you for it .

Nerd , and no ,

because I do not pressurise with , "What can happen to your computer." , or lie about me and cry and sleep with your wife , or sleep with your boyfriend and then that added with that I am not gay or pretending one to be to walk away with the 'pacifist method' , and to go victimisation is self is wrong what we learning with this , and to use victimisation for your own shelter .

What wiki say's or said ?

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That Toby Radloff ,

I did not know in what comic he was mentioned in , but also Harvey Pekar himself asked himself if it was not the exploitation of people , with in the same time exploitation is never a good thing , people that like to call them self a nerd is not what I liked to , it is not the worsed kind of cursing name but it is a fact that psychiatrist go accept who you are is the best thing , but when people are no real nerd , but made to a nerd and then go get exploited for what the are not , that is in many perspectives wrong , taking on the role of a constant victim , and as we know the trouble with the word nerd and some calling them that is victimisation but avoided as a cool thing , what give's the reverse meaning , nerd stands for ugly , that is the startingpoint to call someone that , a person that at first does want not to look good , or at it's prettiest , because the first look , "Is that a nerd ?" , "No that one is beautifull." , then followed as "You are a nerd !" , when it does not like to follow trends , but at the same time nerds follow trends and even made them , the result of Mtv , and a Toby Radloff calling himself fully gay , but still this personaly build or character not outlined , oké be your self and don't wish to be what you can not but also there are limmits on limmitting I think , even more with films like She's all that (why not He's all that ?, and then with a real metamaforic estetic change?) , people can change into perfect social cappeble individuals but not when there is this grouppressure to tell you to be something that you and no one shouldt be , so seeing that Toby Radloff I thought of my missed chance , but also was afraid of this result , as if people don't have a psyche to be respecting .

Not a victim of 'A'.F.O. and the Dutch media ,

November 6 2009 ! , most still are 'normaly' a virgin , Metro , still availeble in the local supermarket , without getting mugged for 'fun' , by Relousia his 'A'.F.O. , in advantage of V.V.D. , C.D.A. and P.V.D.A.-'kids' !

See that 1994 ,

and before that already , twats of 'A'.F.O. voyuering on me , so I do after the pedophile's and zoöphile's in 'my' 'ëntlöschung' the polygamous are the one's to follow in between with their "As if you didn't !?" no what they don't like over the years and thanks to them and no further excuse as also I did not with my cast as they did for 'fun' , to their dissapointment I still rather shake off on what real person a woman can be without those , than do 'em more voyuering pleasure like those upstairs , are doing now already again ''What is he looking at." , Alison .

One then for goodluck ,

and good circulation , as I shouldt have some say with a screwtop , but it has a cork , it is still in the first week not the same day , and I bought it myself , but for our goodluck one , that we Alison and I realy waited for us , tomorrow beer and nothing out that neck of a good bottle , I did not even went aaagh it burns , to us .

That is what those polygamous do ,

keeping the lies on untill "Well you couldt have found out when ....." , you get to be like them , what means not your self , "What you allready was , hahahaha." , see polygamous are hatefull people a cancer to humancivalisation by also lieing about being me , and not wanting Alison in my picture section , but I wanted her in for real , I did never remove anything from there , also in hers my pretty one's where removed , sherdog that filthy ugly thing went down finaly in her results , but my links dissapeard everytime when above those that are not a real mirroration so no proper use of the freedom of speech , that allows to be investive but not to be a liar and manipulator , the U.N. stated that abuse of human rights stats that make an end to this humanrights shouldt be undermined , not the otherway round , is so .

So Mark Rutte is not a real man ,

with those 'women' , and 'men' you can not depend by 'allway's' the 'better' thing after him or her , uh he also does that , is also not a dependable ? , as not a real man .

This one knows ,

being bored , pealing patotoes for doing something different for a change , ME at home 1996 and Veronica Holding N.V. with that Stella Gommans , after that with Mtv Ray Cokes , who admitted that what his crew did , and how he did , and for what , sex with the women you then all the sudden don't like , 1994 , and that went on , and on constantly discriminating me , with this one on stage all of the sudden also I've heard going for 'not-monogamy' , so I kept on going for van Oss .

Truth is I did not lie ,

also about promises Ray Cokes made and went fully in different directions as still spied on , and liking it because of me not liking this obligation to be polygamous to get paid fame , "We got another Toby , Toby Radloff." I nodded oké , and felt somewhat insulted and was then calmed down with the news that it was in America but not about the manipulated situation of polygamy or fuck off and die , mostly by those girls still looking down at me for monogamy and made up excusses to voyeur on me , 'spieing' on me became excused by their own thumb up the ass and overpayments to them self and calling me a nazi to go on watch me still , hoping that I wouldt stay feeling misserable untill my dieing bed with theft of a lot of my own uncompleted work or not registered work by keeping it 'in' my head , with a lot of work simular like his , why I did not like and will never like this phonehacking that goes on and still manipulating me to finaly believe in no one , or not a thing at all to go for the naziscamm again what I'm not , so that is the case I like to mention with this film I love it that the original Harvey Pekar liked my win against that piece of shit like most polygamous people have proven to be Choke !

T-shirt number 7 ,

I'll do that , shape up a little , tomorrow deodarant beer and hopefully not again a crimecircle spoiling it again , some coffeeshops also like this prohibation/tollerance law still to work on t.h.c. products instead of this price up quality down risk going on , also I wish those the best . (even when I do not smoke that anymore) .

A useless shower ,

that depends , against my swet no , but my hairy neck to keep my necklace it's lock in the middle at the winter I've just used hairdetergent against succesfull this time , the hairy back with again half an inch (1.27 mm) tall hair , I need Alison for that , "Honey I feel smearing on my back ?" , "That's me." , "Oké what is it ?" , "Hairdetergent ?" , oké that showerhall is not that narrow that I can not turn round but I got to stay of beer now also , and miss they beautyparts on those tv-allure video's , and am not going to watch 'em again , with that in mind , she better have them removed in full , or uh don't but , oké I wait it off last week or all my critic then as a unright is back on , I might be dumb , but when fooled , what she has to proove it was not , or has done again with a letter to start with , then I feel oké for real in every way , by doing at least as if she is comming over to enjoy what I couldt till so far , and still go for her wishes I liked forfill as promises kept as how it shouldt , may I say this , yes , she better also agrees on that , even when being a normal xxl chest type , with some possabillity to go xl , and m .

This weather ruins my face ,

with these dimple's , I can go for less fat with not this freezing coldth , so every swetpore is a potential mould with the rest , I squeeze and squeeze still they stay painfull , and grow painfull , and hurts my self content on how I look , that one on my nose lies so deep that is disfiguring red hill with still no top on it but pointing on in from the outside as a needle , and than on my shoulder arround three per , wich I hardly can reach , like some circlescabbwounds getting every refill by swet and what I eat , it is never my favorite season , summer , or you got that one special next to you to go complaining about the same as intro for stilling wanting it .

Coffee in a moment ,

or I keep it to this , I thought this warm day's were finaly to be used by what I thought in the start of this day , without a hangover but spotted face by the swet and washing my face , the fourthed t-shirt because wearing a sokingwet collar give's a headache like soaking swetted underwear give the runns and dimple's , after glass of sugar heat from my coffee but a draughteffect on the long runn I don't got , at least not the runns because I change those .

And then the dishes ,

also not to ashamed off to say I do those , and yes I'm not in London writting something like this what did not happen but just to express some impresion .

And again ,

since no U.S.B.internet on my lap , this normal internetuse is 'overuse' , but this I wrote again with all things that did go wrong again during writting , stalkers , and Indy mauwing to much .

No van Oss .

I had this photo sharper ,

than how I found it back on my coymac , with again digitalcowards going crazy on my zoom in on the page , boom of the internet two time's , or not scrolling , or going , comments on something else , with that a fuse I had to replace and the upstairs meter running fast with one switch only on a 10 Ampere fuse still , so I do not understand those complaints about cutting their electrical power off while still that meter running fast , and yes , those are Alison her leggs of her in full , I so Elvis on a candid , that poor man died , but she also less to be ashamed of , and yes corcksole's like that is also doing good , but cost more on lugageweight on a plane , so the nudepumps ofcourse , I understand that , also that cheek by the bended knee , that much I know about muscle's , and no underchin when she pulls up her head , and a pedestal , yes two inches , after this , well three inches taller before , and yes those leggs I love , crazy leggs .

Realy passed the coffeeshop ,

that is not on this photo , I went on my bike , with this warm weather , those windows , and then that phonehacking , like some wildfire it sometime's spreads faster that I'm getting beer in the Nieuwstraat with two coffeeshops and a then at that time closed growshop with those smartdrugs I also don't use any more , so please believe me that I did not went in that coffeeshop were this woman working there possibly working there shouted that , and yes again I drank eight in total half a liters , because of the quiet closing beer I wanted but again that was not given , with now again Indy going crazy , up and down in the windowsil mauwing , every f****** day stalkers , and even more when I try to enjoy my money with now the whole neighbourhood yesterday a victim of these asshole's I do not want to know ! , what give's me these problems , my neighbours , and those seeing that I need some more diversity in a positive way , and not every change of my routine counterd into "Go use druggs and then we like to quit it !" , most of those asshole's do it for that , and for that I keep up in English , also for those Dutch agreing with me , and I'm thankfull for that .

Just stretching my leggs ,

a bit longer and getting a lot more cooled off , with this smell of 'brakwater' I believe it is in Dutch (and that from a bit above average vocabulaired Dutchy) , the watersmell of sweet and salt water , or deadfish some also call it , what couldt be true bluealgy , by the to fast change of tempature .

And an other conservatorybox comming up ,

with those bit of patatoes for a nice bowl of soup tomorrow or not , but I will not be missing them then when I do .

Yesterday by all the guitarsounds ,

around half past eleven I decided to get more beer , because of the fear for a long night again , and came past the situation on the trafficsquare , with mentions on me , but I did not want to watch , what I allway's do with those situations it never is enjoyment to me , an ambulance , policecars , and in town getting past a coffeeshop a shout as if I did not like who was getting into the ambulance , I ignored it still thinking about the film American Splendor , I returned at ten to twelve and also was not thinking anymore about that blackcar infront of my house before I left , well oké I did , but tried to forget about it , also normal with shutt curtains and Alison putting her head back up my shoulder , but people past by mentioning it every time again , since that it came to a buildt up and that what I blogged yesterday a half an hour after that it ended , also that tape of that screaming baby , they used before why I know it is a tape , but disguisting thing is all related to me unwantingly , and create's the urgentcy for many to get me to Alison fast as possible , I hate to mention it like this , but this was again an attempt to create the state of emergency , what give's lawyers the wrong chance to demand lower penalties or convictions .

So for those falsly accused ,

for petfucking my excuse , most of them were evacue's , or people going round that spot , what all started with one victim on the trafficcrossing , a person I shouldt know or not know , I think do not know , but there we know a possible victim of drugslavary that escaped .

This photo needs no cutting

that advantage of standing photo's placed in a big size piece of shit AldrikAlderick might not have liked , like the neighbourhood not that noise and stinch , with last year also that filthy German Sebastian sitting in one of those gardens at Zuiderpark , an office neighbourhood with former landhouses , and some still used for living on the edge of the former village Oosterpoort where I live , and came past that smell with others complaining today , walking to the Railway and Bus station their Albert Heijn for a bottle of wine .

Digitalcowards again ,

or it is how the Adobe works , no , this photo I couldt not proces in their boothshop in my phone after that I have done with Uncle Sam , with the photo on what I did write this morning I couldt proces but not this one after again that 'joke' of an empty gallery that returns after putting the phone out and on , these photo's I made after thismorning did not get in the Adobe photoshop , so I think again that 'A'.F.O. again with more stinch of those B.M.K. , iodine in the Zuiderpark sewage , what might also have been a result shouting "You better not do that with Indy !" , well those shouldt leave me alone with their 'fun' , if they make me complain and call that squeeling , they have to know they have betreyed themself , that is how it goes .

And Alison knows ,

just as beautifull , anti or then pro , what ever , be good , what we want , and yes Patricia Haines and Micheal Caine , idols , and a shame that woman died .

I'll buttslapp Alison ,

when she does do that , pass me by , "That's hitting." , I know .

I woke up ,

and this is a flashlightphoto , but looking this good I do not like to make a new one , I'm in love still with that same woman I do not want to be afraid of me , Alison ofcourse , even when I was so angry yesterday about Indy wanting me to see those outside , but I did know better not for Alison and my sake to do not and not Indy at first shouldt have been quiet , also my upstairs neighbours did not like the harrasment seeing what I heared , but still that crowd outside is the result of what they allowed them self also , 'everyone' topping the harrasment to go "How bad is it." , still Alison and I wouldt be in bed when she was here , on whisky , that bottle is still uncorked , I bought the extra beer for that , her and me , not to open that to soon , and then that harrasment started to spoil a beer evening into an agressive atmosphere towards me and what I love , also those depressed people like in American Splendor to re-assure the real everyone I do not want to spoil that wish with Alison .

Realy their you want a gunn ,

and shoot some , like they want it , seeing what they from B.N.N. made of the Netherlands ! together with V.A.R.A. and the N.O.S. !

For that Sanne and every

other Club Cheescuntmember Anneke Hofman is motherfucking dead as deserved also ! and that is why deserved , with this Anton breaking noise , then after my first attempt to watch this P.V.D.A.-'kids' comming with babyrape that noise constanly on their soundset , with filthy junkies from Albertus Magnus passing by screaming , during my second attempt to watch this film normaly ! , I have to say yes I do that with out prostitution Mark Rutte you piece of shit ! Phonehacking is not a minor thing but you necrofile like those maybe are never a real man , got that you filthy piece of shit liking to protect those for years what you did ?

Seeing the amount of petfuckers !

outside , why she also said , not a real man is he !? , I have to say again J.P.Balkenende is also not a real man , but pedophile like every V.A.R.A./B.N.N. Employé if they suport not that great idea that Pim Fortuin is shot dead ! Got that petfuckers ! I LOVE WHAT I DID TO YOUR CHOKE ! And do every other part again , also I'm happy about that Herman Brood is dead , and hope every 'A'.F.O. Member follows , be happy now ! , is so , for every realy carring person agreing witg me I love you all .

Some movie's I rented ,

more in this time , how you call that an expat is one who returns to it's own country after years , with a cultureshock or not , but someone who get's to see movie's about the present time and has a 'shock' or feeling depressed a little , with the most decided by the answer I know so it is not a big complaint I like to make , that is this nutmegg in my coffee I quited , and staying out the direct sun the last few day's by the weather , with a higher tempetare in no time and the humidity of some primal forrest , so that protection upfront to be less confronted by thriller will be , short trousers , take those walks outside again , and slowly dropp the nutmegg in my coffee not that fast as I did now , that thriller Lakeview terrace .

In red ,

"Mine looks like ...." , what women also want for a liberty instead of being laughed at , and that shine ? go see this film for your self .

Why that smile ,

because of the same type of legg's I will see again tonight or this evening as Alison has , and that without the whiskey that will be shutt untill next weekend , for hopefully not a heart that is broken by no answer from her , but that she knows in Febuari I was reminded of her by Sally Hawkins with this same type shine or catchiness like Alison , if men are called alike then also with women , that step-in fee , that is this buffer our N.S. wants but will stay on the card after checking out also , or you'll be overcharged as if you drove trough over all the railway's in our country the whole day .